When I was pregnant with Kindred a very profound thing happened that taught me a great lesson about seeing the humor in life and seeing things from a lighter perspective even when it seems all is gloom and doom:
After Kindred was conceived Kindred's father displayed behaviors that were intrusive to my peace of mind that could bring me down at the snap of a finger, even after doing much blessing to keep peace alive in our home and hearts. One particular day, I do not remember what harsh words were spoken(thank God) but I became distraught and completely drained over it. As I often did when I would enter this mental Hell realm, I went to the Neeem Karoli Ba Ba temple to meditate and let go /forgive. As I sat in Ba Ba's powerful private room meditating, I was suffering over my own suffering over and over in my head. As I watched the reels of my mind spinning over the events that took place, I prayed with all my might for release from the torment I could not shake on my own. As I sat in silence, I suddenly felt stirring in my womb and felt all of this energy shoot from there out of my crown chakra. I suddenly realized that Kindred's spirit was leaving my body and flying up into the ethereal planes. As I saw this, I immediately saw here riding on a White Chinese Crane in the starry heavens. Then within a second of this flash came laughter and exclaiming "Isn't Daddy funny! Just laugh about it Mommy! Daddy is so funny!" Then more laughter ; the same that now often swells up in her being when she wants to lighten me up! Soon I was laughing too, and the entire event was forgotten...and "Zooommm!" The little Angel Sprite landed back into my womb. It has taken me a couple of years to integrate my daughter's teaching but with much time spent being willing to learn from her presence her Ma Ma is starting to lighten up! In these times it is so important to stay on the lighter side. People are going to need that kind of support from us when times are grueling! JOY TO THE WORLD!!!!!!! P.S. I painted a picture of the vision and will post it on: http://whitebuffalocalfwoman.ning.com/group/wordsofwisdom/forum/topic/show?id=2905684:Topic:6652
Love to you all and Joy to your hearts and souls!!!!
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Aimee Constant Looking Glass on October 5, 2009 at 12:00am
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"In the night when you shake with terror remember that the tree tremors when it produces new shoots. Then be still and listen. Listen! Your heart will carry you!"
Blessings! Aimee Sitayin Constant Looking Glass
Wonder of the World, Your Constant Looking Glass
Aimee the Beloved will hold your hand,
while sending the arrow into the heart.
Hark, what do I see but Angels falling down on their knees. It's you, she says, look it's you!
Indigo is the perfect six sided crystalline structure of the soul body, multi-colored each of us have. We can all fly, when we dream. The Indigo person is often a prophet and great teacher who lives with visions and conflict. Most of us do not live our lives like this. Indigo represents our Soul body.
Crystal is the perfect six sided crystalline structure of the Physical Body, a powerful and loving being who gifts. The Crystal person is reader of the book of life, the sacred four directions, who speaks directly with God and interprets the absolute truth. Crystal represents our Physical body.
Rainbow Clan is the sacred multi-colored auras. Embracing and attaining spiritual knowledge of the eternal ages, these are the skills we aspire towards in the dawning. We are the reflection of this kinsmenship as our blue oceans and sky which provide us with all that life offers in Unity!
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Reply by White Buffalo Calf Woman on October 4, 2009 at 8:04pm
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