Forgiveness is Simply a Matter of Laughing About It

When I was pregnant with Kindred a very profound thing happened that taught me a great lesson about seeing the humor in life and seeing things from a lighter perspective even when it seems all is gloom and doom:
After Kindred was conceived Kindred's father displayed behaviors that were intrusive to my peace of mind that could bring me down at the snap of a finger, even after doing much blessing to keep peace alive in our home and hearts. One particular day, I do not remember what harsh words were spoken(thank God) but I became distraught and completely drained over it. As I often did when I would enter this mental Hell realm, I went to the Neeem Karoli Ba Ba temple to meditate and let go /forgive. As I sat in Ba Ba's powerful private room meditating, I was suffering over my own suffering over and over in my head. As I watched the reels of my mind spinning over the events that took place, I prayed with all my might for release from the torment I could not shake on my own.  As I sat in silence, I suddenly felt stirring in my womb and felt all of this energy shoot from there out of my crown chakra. I suddenly realized that Kindred's spirit was leaving my body and flying up into the ethereal planes. As I saw this, I immediately saw here riding on a White Chinese Crane in the starry heavens. Then within a second of this flash came laughter and exclaiming "Isn't Daddy funny! Just laugh about it Mommy! Daddy is so funny!" Then more laughter ; the same that  now often swells up in her  being when she wants to lighten me up! Soon I was laughing too, and the entire event was forgotten...and "Zooommm!" The little Angel Sprite landed back into my womb. It has taken me a couple of years to integrate my daughter's teaching but with much time spent being willing to learn from her presence her Ma Ma is starting to lighten up! In these times it is so important to stay on the lighter side. People are going to need that kind of support from us when times are grueling! JOY TO THE WORLD!!!!!!!  P.S. I painted a picture of the vision and will post it on: http://whitebuffalocalfwoman.ning.com/group/wordsofwisdom/forum/topic/show?id=2905684:Topic:6652
Love to you all and Joy to your hearts and souls!!!!

At 3:06am on October 2, 2009, White Buffalo Calf Woman said… So much to do and so much to say, how do we ever stay away! Our hearts have only one wish to command, it's to allow us to dance. For we are here to love the new, the heart of gloom and even doom, but then we recover to sea the best, the heart of the sacred nest! Welcome home to you! The Rainbow is in Bloom!

Aimee Constant Looking Glass on October 5, 2009 at 12:00am

Commentary on this comment: Now is the time to allow yourself to feel what is in your heart, both the joy and the pain before the fire comes to purify. There will come a time when we will no longer be able to run and hide from the pain we see, feel and witness everyday. Take hold of your heart and cover it with your hands of beauty. When it seems you will be consumed in the fire, know that it is not you but just a process of quickening and you will make it through. Harness every corner of your will and focus it on your right to peace and life. Endure and persevere. When you think "I can't make it through this pain, I will die, lose myself be crushed to dust and rust in plight"...REMEMBER to pray and speak to that frightened child within with love and encouragement...telling that little precious one over and over again; "There is a rainbow at the end of this tunnel and I will make it through, I will have peace! These feelings, this picture of insanity will not last forever, love is within my heart and shall prevail within me no matter what! No matter what! AHO!" God's will be done in every one of our lives Aho! And know you are loved! I love you all and I yearn to sing, dance and play with each one of you from that place of innocence we have always known and that has always been with us. This inner child becomes more alive and we stand in our integrity when we allow our pain to rise to the surface and release. So it is done! May we flourish and blossom into oneness!!!! Beauty all around you~Love and light within you! All my love, You Constant Looking Glass ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

"In the night when you shake with terror remember that the tree tremors when it produces new shoots. Then be still and listen. Listen! Your heart will carry you!"

Blessings! Aimee Sitayin Constant Looking Glass

Wonder of the World, Your Constant Looking Glass

Aimee the Beloved will hold your hand,

while sending the arrow into the heart.

Hark, what do I see but Angels falling down on their knees. It's you, she says, look it's you!

Indigo is the perfect six sided crystalline structure of the soul body, multi-colored each of us have. We can all fly, when we dream. The Indigo person is often a prophet and great teacher who lives with visions and conflict. Most of us do not live our lives like this. Indigo represents our Soul body.

Crystal is the perfect six sided crystalline structure of the Physical Body, a powerful and loving being who gifts. The Crystal person is reader of the book of life, the sacred four directions, who speaks directly with God and interprets the absolute truth. Crystal represents our Physical body.

Rainbow Clan is the sacred multi-colored auras. Embracing and attaining spiritual knowledge of the eternal ages, these are the skills we aspire towards in the dawning. We are the reflection of this kinsmenship as our blue oceans and sky which provide us with all that life offers in Unity!  

  Reply by White Buffalo Calf Woman on October 4, 2009 at 8:04pm

Constant Looking Glass, our Indigo Prophet The wonder of the world has come to sea, the longing of your heart's breeze and I bet to the Lord who comes down to view, the sacred looking glass for you! Look and see the heart of yee, and you will find a glory be and when you have finished looking at yee, you will find perfection inside of thee. We are Oneness and belong to thine, the glory of all of Mankind! Visit her Blog http://ConstantLookingGlass.blogspot.com and hear her heart song at http://sacredsongblessings.blogspot.com/2009/10/aimee-wonder-of-world-your-constant.html

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When You Look into the Looking Glass, there is Wonder that Fills the Air!

The wonder of the world has come to sea, the longing of your heart's breeze and I bet to the Lord who comes down to view, the sacred looking glass for you! Look and see the heart of yee, and you will find a glory be and when you have finished looking at yee, you will find perfection inside of thee. We are Oneness and belong to thine, the glory of all of Mankind!


Here the House of Beloved knows the world, who comes inside of what is heard, and now she is too coming home, the "Looking Glass" who gifts the word.  See inside of your heart and yell, that's me and I can tell, there is so much to learn, that I could really learn.  But if you come home to the House of God, the beloved children who know fall, then you will learn the sacred rainbow, the heart of you, the heart of me. 


We are oneness, the promise land, the sacred rainbow makes the land, and as we ponder on what we sea, the heart of glory be.  There inside the looking glass, the greatest maketh that comes at last, now only if you could see the loving perfect company.  We are here one hand to hand, and when we choose the loving hand, not the one who says love is grand, but the one who chooses to make a stand.  


And we are here to be loved indeed, however if you don't look and see, the arrow of reflection teaches thee, that you are great indeed.  Now as you ponder on what was said, remember you look inside your head, not the looking glass that be, but the one who looks and seas.  The heart knows what is right and wrong, but we do not make a stand, and if we could only make this stand, to be a Warrior upon the land.


Mother Earth needs you sow and plant the seeds of love that grow.  And when we are done gifting life itself, then we will be beholden to her indeed.  Come and take my world around, come and make the world go round, and when you choose to be a part of magic in the wonder land, then you will be the heart you were meant to be, and then you will be the greatest you could be. Now let us go for that magical ride, to find the heart of all who need.


This is white buffalo calf woman, speaking of the Looking Glass, the heart of greatness is inside of thee, when you look inside of the Looking Glass.  We each have a part to play in this world, and Aimee the Wonder World, has an arrow of love to thee, holding justice and opportunity.  Gift more and more to others inside of time, then you will make it throughout the land, but if you don't heed the Greatest Teacher, the prophet will make a judgment to keep in hand. Do you want to be this way, the other door that always says nay.  I beseech you to make it right, choose love of self and make it all right!

Sung to the world who looks in the glass the reflection that always lasts and lasts, you cannot fool the self, when you see the truth, why not believe in goodness pure!

Constant Looking Glass  Twin Deer Mother's Heart Sings for Aimee Wonder of the World, your "Constant Looking Glass", House of the Beloved, Indigo Warrior, Prophet and Great Teacher "When You Can See the Truth".  Aimee is derived from amee (beloved), which is from the root aimer (to love)

Sung by White Buffalo Calf Woman, your Twin Deer Mother, House of the Beloved, the Star of David, Elder Christal person, wakan iyeshka or holy interpreter

The wonder of the world has come to sea, the longing of your heart's breeze and I bet to the Lord who comes down to view, the sacred looking glass for you! Look and see the heart of yee, and you will find a glory be and when you have finished looking at yee, you will find perfection inside of thee. We are Oneness and belong to thine, the glory of all of Mankind!

SACRED SONG BLESSINGS: Aimee Wonder of the World, your Constant Looking Glass Heart Song

Source: sacredsongblessings.blogspot.com

Sung by White Buffalo Calf Woman, your Twin Deer Mother, House of the Beloved, the Star of David, Elder Christal person, wakan iyeshka or holy interpreterHeart Song for Aimee Wonder of the World, your Constant Looking Glass, House of the Beloved, Indigo Warrior, Prophet and Great Teacher

 

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